BYU ... its how we do!

Well, today I finished my second full week up here at BYU-I. And I am still loving it! I am so grateful for this opportunity I have to be up here. I haven't quite figured out yet what the reason is for the Lord telling me to be here, but that is ok, I am still happy I am here. It is crazy how much life can change and yet feel like nothing has changed. I mean, here I am. In Rexburg, Idaho. Going to school again. Living with 5 others girls that before 2 and a half weeks ago I didn't even know. And meeting so many new people, and yet, it feels like this is how my life has always been. Or maybe I just see it as how my life should have always been, and so now it feels like it has always been this way. I remember when I was told to stay in the valley and go to MCC and I was so upset, because all I really wanted to do was grow up, get away, have adventures, do things I wasn't used to or ready for. I wanted it so badly, but the spirit told me I was where I needed to be and so I stayed. And I became so grateful that I stayed because it gave me so many chances and opportunities I wouldn't have had otherwise. And I was able to see the way my decision changed other peoples lives for good. And it was a wonderful blessing that I had stayed, but at the same time every once in a while I would think back and remember how I had thought my college years would be. How I remembered them being for Jessica, and I had wanted so badly to have my life be like that. And I always imagined in my mind that that was how it was supposed to be, and yet that was not how my life was. But now that I am here, my life is how I always thought it should be while at college, and I love it! And I am so happy that I now have the opportunity to have that life that I always wanted. Sure it is hard, and sure I have a lot of work, and yeah I usually get 4 to 5 hours of sleep a night on average, but I absolutely love it! I love getting to meet new people. I love being able to explore a new town. I love having a temple so near to me. I love knowing that I can still depend on my family for help and support, but also know I have the freedom of being so far away on my own. I love having roommates, and problems with them, and having fun with them! I love figuring out how things work here. I love it. And I almost can't believe that this is my life. I had become so comfortable where I was, I didn't want to change anything. I had become happy in my life and what I had made it. And I am sure I could have been happy with it forever. But even though I thought staying home in AZ was what I wanted, I now realize that it wasn't what I wanted. My life really wasn't the way I wanted it, yes I had learned to love my life as it was and be happy with it, and I was, but I realize now that it really wasn't the life I wanted. I wanted this life. And now I have it, and it feels great! Anyways, school is really hard, and I am trying my best to do everything I need to and still have time to do other things so that I don't get too stressed out about school. Tonight my roomies Stephanie, Jill and I, and out friend Lauren, are going to go out to the swings in the middle of no where and eat pizza and watch the sunset and then star gaze. And I am going to be so cold and I am going to love it!! Well, I should really be doing work right now, especially since no one else is here to distract me, but I just wanted to give you an update.

"Scripture" of the day:

So I am taking a class that is called, Family Foundations, and it is my Religion class, and it is all about the Family Proclamation and how to build strong foundations for a family, and in this class we, over the course of the semester, will be memorizing the Family Proclamation and so today I am going to use as my "scripture" the first part of the Proclamation I memorized.

"We the First Presidency, and the council of the Twelve Apostles of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, solemnly proclaim that marriage between a man and a woman is ordained of God, and that the family is central to the Creator's plan for the eternal destiny of His children."

I know that it is of extreme importance that marriage be, and remain to be between a man and a woman. God has made this earth, he put thought and planning into the order of everything. If we go against His plan, then we go against Him. Minorities, through name calling and the use of words like, intolerant, bigot, ignorant, prejudice, and so on have come to be more of a minority majority, if we give in to sin because people call us a few incorrect words then we are letting the world, God's world, fall apart, and become a world of sin, and disgust. I personally know that nothing is more important than to trust God, even if you may not understand why you are doing it. God has given us laws and commandments because he wants us to be happy. We must learn to be obedient. Obedience is not a bad thing, in fact, it is a divine gift to be able to be obedient. Marriage is eternally sacred and we must stand up to anyone and everyone who would try to convince us otherwise. I know that it may be hard, and I know that we may be looked down upon, and mocked, and scorned, and ridiculed, but I know that the Lord will bless us for our efforts. He will raise us up, and in those last days, he will come to us, and he will thank us, personally, and He will be eternally grateful to us, for protecting the sacred sanctity of His house, and His plan. Never let anyone convince you that you are wrong when you know you are right. And I know I am right when I say that marriage is for, and ONLY for, one man and one woman to be joined for eternity.

Today I am thankful for:

* the knowledge that I have been given by my Heavenly Father, and the laws that He has placed before me so that I may be happy.

* my ability to be obedient. I used to wonder why I always had the need to be so incredibly obedient, and I got fed up with it and tried so hard to be so disobedient, until I realized that, my obedience, is a divine gift, one that I am eternally grateful for, and one that has saved me from much sorrow in sin.

* classes that start with prayer. I never realized how much a prayer can really change an environment of learning, but it can, and I would invite everyone to say a prayer before each class they may attend, even if it is a silent prayer for yourself, it will change the way you learn.

* my roomies even though we may not get along all of the time, I am still so grateful for each of them.

* being taught true doctrine since I was little.

* the opportunity to serve, like at the Special Olympics. And for the special olympians who are able to make me feel special!

This was my Special Olympian Jason.

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